Don't Be

At Space 15 Twenty

Certainty IS A Luxury

City Lights

Epiphany

Tired of waiting, but how do you pursue your future when you aren't even sure what you want?

Hello, October

Thought I'd start off October with something that scares the living daylights out of me. Gearing up for Halloween and all. I was thinking about heading down to L.A. for it, especially seeing how it falls on a Saturday this year. But that looks like it's out. Sigh sigh. Oh welps. I really ought to check out what's going on in San Francisco anyway.

Strange Girls

No, maybe, YES.

Truth In Numbers

Holy crap. Too true of me. My fondest wish is to live in a glass house high atop a grassy hill with no neighbors for miles, books to the ceiling, a fireplace in every room, a claw-footed bathtub & a bed piled with pillows & fluffy comforters.

I'm always amazed at my own personality considering how both my parents were so skilled in social situations. I lack any grace with small talk (hate it with a fiery passion, in fact) & am prone to leaving huge gaps of time between seeing friends. I am more content to sit quietly, but it makes me nervous to realize that other people are always expecting me to say something. I'm a hermit at heart though I often do force myself into the world once in a while. I am terrible at maintaining friendships & even the ones I have kept for a while only work because those people don't mind the fact I tend to disappear for weeks at a time.

Of course, I can probably attribute it to my dad, who could turn on the charm when he chose, but was also perfectly content hanging out at home.